Ok, I have no idea if seeing butterflies signifies anything in particular (maybe just the meaning I'm attributing to them...), but I've been crossing paths with them a lot lately.
Just today, while talking to one of my friends about work (the very subject makes me want to vomit just a little), we spotted a black eastern tiger swallowtail. Much like a cat smitten by a fly, I was enthralled by its path. Free. Beautiful, but most importantly, it is Free.
I want to be that way. I want the weight of my "job" lifted, so I can be happy again. I worked so hard for very long, thinking that I am a part of something good, that whatever I do is important, but after almost 10 years, finding out it's not, it's not just disappointing - it's crushing, and I'm heartbroken.
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